seriously,i dont find it beautiful anymore.these feelings aren't beautiful anymore.i want to know why and how.okay,i know it's not easy for you to tell me but please i really want to know.and i do know it's easy for you to move on.it's very hard for me indeed.the flashback, songs, places, colours, everything.im learning to fucking let you go every fucking single day.do you know how much it hurts to see you flirting around, not able to know what you're doing, and to watch you go away.okay, you dont love me anymore.fine.terima doh.tak pe.at least try lah faham.it's not that fucking easy.sigh.and i know you're not mine, everything is not mine, i have to return it when the time comes.blaaaaaaaaa -.- susah lah pulak kan.whatever it is, i never hate you, what i've told you is crap -.- i really wish the feelings would go away.like seriously.i dont fucking want any of it anymore.cause i dont know,im just tired.i know you wouldnt understand.to be able to feel it for awhile is more than enough :) it was the best.thank youuuu.i really hope you'll read this,but if you dont, sokay.i just feel like fucking telling any fucking reader.
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